Kaden Turned 1!!!!!

Yesterday, my little boy turned one year old. I can't believe it has been a year already. My how time flies. The party was a lot of fun. All my closest friends and family came. I was so glad my two best friends from Ogden could drive down. It was fun to see Audrey, my friend Nicole's baby. She is adorable.

Kaden has to be the cutest thing on two feet next to his older brother. Yes, call me prejudice I love my boys. It was fun to see Kaden open his present. He was a little timid at first but once he got the hang of pulling the paper and hearing his favorite rip sound and realized he WASN'T getting in trouble for tearing paper for a change he was all in. I don't know about what he wanted but he got everything I wanted.

My grandparents gave him a ride and walk. It's one of those things they can ride on and then it converts to a walker. He likes walking more that riding. Big surprise there. His older brother Keefe, gave him a glow worm. I had one of those when I was a kid and remember sleeping with it until I was nine or so. He got so much he didn't know quite what to play with.

The best part was the cake. Oh My Gosh!! I didn't think anything could be so funny!! Again he started out timid but once he got a taste of the frosting it was handfuls at a time. We were all laughing so hard. Then, when he tried to get up and crawl across the room, I said, "Kaden, no no." cause we didn't want frosting all over the carpet so he sat down right on the cake!!! Let me tell you if you have a child that is about to turn one, get them a cake they can destroy, IT IS WORTH IT!!! Plus, if you go to your local Albertson's and tell them you need a cake for a one year old it's free.

Well I guess that is all for now. I will post pictures as soon as I get them developed. I couldn't find the charge for my camera and had to use plain old film!

lets get started.

I have decided to try and do this blog in an effort to stay in better touch with those close to me. It is a way we can share thoughts, quotes, funny things and photos. I will try to update this on a weekly basis so you can all share in what is going on in my life.

To catch up anyone who doesn'tknow already....I am getting a divorce. We should have all the paper work filied by the 18th and the divorce will hopefully be finial by the middle of July. For anyone who is interested in my side. I can try to explain why I have made this decision.

After we went to the temple it just seemed like Matt's heart wasn't into living the gospel life he had coventened to live. He was still smoking and trying to hide it from me and just not living the way he should. I won't go into too much detail because this blog was not designed to bash him. Needless to say I realized the gap between us is just too much to breach.

I know that people are disappointed in me for making Matt leave even when he didn't have place to go to. We had agreed at the begining of May that he would be out by the end of the month. He had almost 30 full days to find a place to live but he would come home from work and sleep and not take whatever he could find. It had to be a house, not an apartment. I understand that he is not happy in an apartment but it could have worked for a temporary solution instead of living in hotels and out of his bronco.

Please do not blame me for the position he finds himself in. It was his choices that got him where he is and I refuse to take the blame.

I will try and post some pictures tomorrow. Pease to you all for the night.